Insecure.

My name is Franchesca but i go by Chessa.
February 5 is my bday.
(17, straight, C.A.)
In the most wonderful relationship and I couldn't be happier. :)

All i want in life is to be a dancer... and skinny and comfortable in my body. This is my way of keeping me inspired to reach my goal. I'm done being the "bigger" dancer. I'm done being the "bigger" friend. I'm done looking in the mirror and feeling disappointed. I will do this.

I hate periods.

I hate being a girl. I hate getting cramps. I hate getting so paranoid every five seconds. I hate getting moody. I hate getting emotional. I hate that I cant help but take it out on my boyfriend and my mom. I hate how much i hate everyone. I hate how much i break out. I hate how bad my cravings are. I hate that I just want to eat everything. I hate that I dont want to do anything. I hate how much I just want to lay in bed. I hate that it lasts so long. I hate periods. 

  1. boundtou said: you take it out on me as well..
  2. lovechessaa posted this